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我不傻，但我爱你，我会愿意相信你，即使那只是个谎言

2010-12-07T01:15:00.001+08:00

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我不傻，但我爱你，我会愿意相信你，即使那只是个谎言
向你低头，不表示我错了，只是我比较爱你，所以选择先认错，
听你说谎，不表示我不懂，只是我比较爱你，所以选择不追究，
你和他好，不是我不知道，只是我比较爱你，所以假装我不懂，
你不在乎，不是我不知道，只是我比较爱你，所以比你还在乎，
你要离开，我心中也有数，只是我比较爱你，所以不舍让你走...

两个人相处那么久了，你的心中在想什么我都懂，
有时候觉得自己很了解你，有时候却又猜不透你，
明明早就已经知道你葫芦里卖的是什么药，
自己却还是能想了又想，给自己无数个答案，
或许这是在给自己一个不要伤心的理由吧，
或许这只是不愿意承认自己并没有想象中的懂你，
又或许这只是因为我爱你而编造出来的理由...

不开口只是为了避免争吵，却让你我的距离越来越远，
选择忍让是为了好好相处，却让你一而再再而三地犯错，
留下来是为了美好的未来，可你始终都没让我看见明天，
我爱你就是为了幸福而爱，但你却只给我最伤心的回忆...

觉得自己好卑微，自己的骄傲不见了，
从前那个自信的自己已经不再属于自己的了，
放下了自尊，放下了自己，却还是放不下你，
放不下爱情，放不下你，却已经放下了自己...

别告诉我，我对你的付出你不知道，
别对我说，我对你的爱有多深你不懂，
是我的演技太好，还是你的反应太迟钝，
你可以不知道我的心中在想什么，
但你有没有发现我眼神中的那一股伤感，
再厉害伪装，如果你爱我你还是会知道的，
不知道只是因为你不曾了解过我，
不知道就别牵着我的手，然后说你爱我,
我不傻，但我爱你，我会愿意相信你，即使那只是个谎言...

That's interesting

2010-11-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

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Bold what’s you, or what you like, or what you’ve done.
My personality:

* I’m loud only when I’m high.
* I’m obnoxious.
* I’m sarcastic.
* I’m cocky.
* I cry easily.
* I have a bad temper.
* For the most part, I don’t like people.
* I’m easy to get along with.
* I like to fight.
* I have more enemies than friends.
* I’ve smoked.
* I’ve smoked weed.
* I drink coffee.
* I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

* I wear makeup.
* I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
* I wear contacts.
* I wear glasses.
* I’ve had braces.
* I have braces.
* I change my hair color often.
* I straighten my hair often.
* My ears are pierced.
* I have small feet.

Relationships:

* I’m in a relationship now.
* I’m single.
* I’m crushin’.
* I’ve missed an ex before.
* I’m always scared of being hurt.
* An ex has physically abused me at least once.
* I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
* I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
* I’ve been in love more than two times.
* I believe in love at first sight.
* I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships:

* I have a best friend.
* I have at least ten friends.
* I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
* I’ve beaten up a friend. - jokingly that is
* I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
* I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

* I’ve been on a plane.
* I’ve been on a train.
* I’ve left the state/province.
* Someone close to me has died.
* I’ve taken a taxi.
* I’ve taken a city bus.
* I’ve taken a school bus.
* I’ve gone bungee jumping.
* I’ve made a speech.
* I’ve been in some sort of club.
* I’ve won an award.
* I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
* I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music:

* I listen to country.
* I listen to pop.
* I listen to techno.
* I listen to rock.
* I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
* I hate the radio.
* I download music.
* I buy CD’s.

Television:

* I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
* I watch soap operas daily.
* I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
* I’ve seen and like The OC.
* I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
* I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
* I’ve seen and like Popular.
* I’ve seen and like 24.
* I’ve seen and like House.
* I’ve seen and like CSI.
* I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life:

* I get along with both of my parents.
* My biological parents are still together.
* I have at least one brother.
* I have at least one sister.
* I have at least one step brother/sister.
* I have at least one half brother/sister.
* I’ve been kicked out of the house.
* I’ve ran away from my home.
* I’ve sworn at my parents.
* I’ve made my parents cry.
* I’ve lied to my parents.
* I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
* I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
* I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
* I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair:

* I’ve been brown.
* I’ve had streaks.
* I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
* I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
* I’ve been blonde.
* I’ve had black.
* I’ve been red.
* I’ve been light brown.
* I’ve been medium brown.
* I’ve had purple/pink.
* I’ve been blue/green.
* I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
* I use conditioner.
* I’ve used silk therapy.
* I’ve used hot oil treatments.
* I’ve curled my hair.
* I’ve straightened my hair.
* I’ve ironed my hair.
* I’ve braided my hair.
* I’ve had/want dreadlocks.

School:

* I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
* I’ve yelled at a teacher.
* I’ve been suspended.
* I’ve had an in-school suspension.
* I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
* I’ve walked out of class.
* I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
* I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
* I’ve failed a test.
* I’ve cheated on a test.
* I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
* I’ve failed Art.
* I’ve failed P.E.
* I’ve failed Math.
* I’ve failed Science.
* I’ve failed another class.
* A teacher has called my parents.
* I’ve been caught skipping.

2010-10-28T15:20:00.002+08:00

私はまだあなたを愛し

Why let me found out this truth?
Why all this nonsense in my life still haven't over yet?
Fuck 2010..This year my life suck to the max
Things are getting worse
When can this be stop
I really don't feel like celebrating my birthday this year
I 'd lost faith, trust & confidence in myself　

如果有一天你发现我真的消失了
你会找我吗？
还是当你发现的时候已经太迟了？

如果真的爱我，请做到这些

2010-09-27T16:33:00.001+08:00

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如果真的爱我，请做到这些

♥可不可以不要每次都让我先找你　　

♥可不可以不要不接我电话　　

♥可不可以不要用那么简单的几个字来应付我　　

♥可不可以不要对我那么冷默敷衍　

♥你可知道，在你每次不理我的时候，我心里有多么的难过吗　　

♥你可知道，其实我也怕打扰你，但我真的忍不住想你，才信息你的，当你给我回信息时，你知道我有多么兴奋吗　　　　

♥你可知道，你每次敷衍我时，我有多么失落吗　　

♥你可知道，你每次不接我电话时，我有多么担心吗　　

♥你可知道，你每次对我那么冷默时，我的心在滴血吗　　

♥你可知道，有太多你该知道的事你不知道吗　　

♥你可知道，我用我的生命去爱你吗　　

♥你可知道…我知道，也许你什么都不知道　　

♥我知道，也许你没有想那么多　　

♥我知道，也许你根本没去理会那么微不足到的事情　　

♥但是　　

♥你可知道，你这么做

♥让我感觉到你不在乎我，让我感觉到你不关心我　　

♥让我感觉到，你没有那么爱我　　

♥如果，如果你真的爱我，那就麻烦你辛苦一下，把这些你感觉微不足到的事情做好些可以吗　　

♥因为对于我来说　　

♥它真的很重要

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上床之后

2010-09-24T23:31:00.004+08:00

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I found this from http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=158947214131224&id=142393239107816
& after reading these i feel that all guys are jerk

耐心的看完吧。

如果你是女生，对你会有好处的

如果你是男生，你会觉得这个男主角很...，也许你们很像。

为爱自甘坠落过吗?

那一阶段....我们好的如胶似漆...

女人...一旦把自己給了他....就觉得自己的一切都是他的了....

认定了一辈子都要和他在一起...不再轻易说分手...我也是...

所以以后的一切我都忍了...

我们*的次数从每周3次变成每周1次...再变成每月一次...

他说他沒有精力...

算了....你要注意身体,我说...

每晚的约会变成电话....再后來用几条消息代替...

甚至有时候连消息都沒有....他说我们老夫老妻了...

干嘛这么在乎形式啊...我沒有说话..

他说晚安....

我哭了....

我不知道我们之间出了什么问题....

他会对我这样...记得谁和我说过...

如果一个男的不碰她了....就是不爱她了...

后来我知道他和另一个女的上过床了.....

据说那个女的不是第一次...但是她能让他很快乐...

他和她天天粘在一起....-

而我和他,已经两个月沒有发生过关系了....甚至连联系都很少...

他看到我的时候有点惊讶....

我一看到他就哭了...我說你已经快两个月沒有碰过我了...

他沒有说话...拉起我去了附近的一家宾馆...一路上什么话也沒有说....

我们像以往一样开了房间....我洗完澡出來...他还是一动不动坐在沙发上...他连看都沒有看我一眼....那一刻..我心都碎了....

我強忍住眼泪...脫下浴衣...他还是沒有反应....

我说,最后一次好吗?他沒有说话....从口袋里拿出避孕套...

我说不用了....我不会要你负责任的...这是我们的最后一次....

我想尽办法让他快乐...想尽办法满足他...

我要让他知道...她能給你的,我也可以...

但是我还是发现无论我怎样努力....

我们之间都已经结束了...以前他都会把我全身吻遍....

但是今天他沒有...

完了我躺在床上问他...还记不记得我们的第一次..

他边抽烟边说,那是很久以前的事了吧...

我说那你还记得你那时候说过的话吗?

他说...★★..人是会变的....我们分手吧...

我到现在还清楚的记得他的那句话,人是会变的....

并且,我也发现了....人真的会变的...

分手以后的我,白天整天躲在家里....

唯一能做的事情就是上网...有一次在网上认识了一个男的....

他说他要看我的身体...看一次100块....

我突然想到我们的最后一次了...

他对我的身体一点兴趣也沒有....我哭了...竟然脫光了衣服....

晚上我就和那个从来沒有见过面的网友去开了房间....

我让他很快乐....他让我做他女朋友...我拒绝了....

第二天,我又开始寻找新的对象....晚上去*....

我感觉自己已经和妓女一样了...我和不同的男人上床....

有的很帅..有的很丑...小的十六七岁...老的五六十岁....

而且...我从來都不要求他们用套子...

我要自己身上沾满了不同男人的气味....这样就不会闻到他的味道了....

在msn上碰到他...他换了名字...我沒有认出是他...

他说可以看看吗?我以为又是个来看身体的家伙....

我照样把衣服脱光...摄像头对着自己的身体...

看到对方图像的时候...我忘记了是什么感觉...

那张脸曾经无数次出现在记忆里...现在...卻只在梦里....

我笑了...

他约我見面....他说你怎么变成这样...

我回答他,人总会变的.....不是只有你会...

他说..,你为什么要这样作践自己...你这样和妓女有什么区别...

我说,区别啊....我不收钱的...

但是如果对象是你....你給我一百万我都不会再和你上床了...

一口烟吐在他脸上....我走了...

我想继续着我糜烂的性生活，可是痛骂他一次后，突然发现，自己很不值得为这样的狗屁男人，浪费自己的青春，我应该继续寻找自己的幸福，我有幸福的权利，为何要因为一个这样的男人而不珍惜呢....

故事到了这里，也就没有在讲下去的必要了吧？

一个老套的爱情故事，只想告诉男人女人：不要因为一个人对自己不珍惜，就自己对自己也不珍惜。

曾经,我在你怀里说...我是你的....以后都只是你的...

你抱着我说,我以后再也不碰別的女人了...往往在床上，男人的允诺，在被他征服的女人耳朵里都是世上最动听的情话，可是这样的情话如果从负责任的男人口中说出，确实是给女人JI情后的最好的安慰，如是这个男人不是呢？相信每个人心中都明白会怎么样了。

爱与性男人与女人..

不是一夜就是一生..

爱是性欲的借口..

性与爱的距离也不仅仅是两个人的距离

2010-09-21T19:56:00.005+08:00

私はまだあなたを愛し

你不知道我为什么狠下心 
盘旋在你看不见的高空里 多的是你不知道的事

byebye~
 i'm gonna MIA again
not gonna reply any msg
or online in msn
don't ask the reason why

I'm the biggest fool of all

2010-09-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

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Mirror Mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me whos the biggest fool of all
Mirror Mirror I wish you could lie to me
and bring my baby back to me

Dreams

2010-08-19T04:52:00.003+08:00

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Did you know that when people appear in your dreams, its because that person wants to see you

I dream of you yesterday....
& was it because i miss you too much
or you really want to see me??

是我一厢情愿

2010-07-14T16:58:00.003+08:00

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I DON'T WANT TO BE YOU TOYFRIEND
I WANT TO BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND
CAN I?

2010-07-04T03:06:00.004+08:00

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Sobsob（ToT）my cupcake really cmi, someone told me that & i can't deny it, coz it's true.
first time baked choc flavour cupcake but the result was suck although i redo many time..
i'm better in making blueberry & vanilla cupcake but not choc cupcake
maybe i nvr add butter thats why it affect the result... arggh i so sad :(

I Can't Let You Go Even If I Die

2010-06-12T15:12:00.003+08:00

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Am i really exist in your life? in this world?
My heart is bleeding......
no one can see
no one will know
no one will understand
no one can feel it
all this while
i live with a fake smile
maybe i used to it
suffer all this alone
i nvr tell
i nvr show
just wait for the day to come
the day you can feel my heart again

do you still remember this day?

2010-04-21T19:07:00.004+08:00

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I was almost late for school today & actually Azlinah & I wanted to meet at the bus interchange but in the end we didn't meet.This is because she tried to msg me many time but i didn't reply her msg due to my hp spoiled as it could only receive msg but cannot sms & call out..so she left & tke bus 31 alone.Other than that i had wasting lots of time walking to the mrt station to top-up my EZlink cards but end up none of the 3 Ezlink card can be Top-up.I was like wtf??what am i suppose to do as none of my card can be Top-up & i don't have any coin with me.I run back to the bus interchange like a fool without top-up my EZlink card. lucky when i was on my way to the bus interchange, there got people selling newspaper so i change my $5 notes to coins & faster rushed to Q for bus 31.phew..went i reached the school i was just in time..

5th day of sch

2010-04-16T18:48:00.002+08:00

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Today my lesson start at 8.30am & even though i leave my house 1hr30min before the lesson start,i still can late for 45 min just because of waiting for the stupid bus 31.I can't really tolerate that every morning must queuing for bus 31 & the bus sure will full of our sch student especially the day having 8/8.30am lesson.when i reached school something stupid happened again i supposed to go block T but i went to Block B.However, if i did not go to the wrong block & lift, i will not met Amirul & the stories go like this... first i take the lift but the lift was overweight, so some of the people left the lift. When the lift was about to close the door ,don't know which idiot outside keep pressing the open button.Suddenly i saw a familar faces walk passed the lift & i was so surprise it was Amirul, so i shouted his name.Then some of the people in the lift also shout Amirul & laughing away.I was like wtf ??so paiseh.Lucky Amirul still got respond, otherwise it will be very maru for me . But overall lesson was fun & Ahem* something which i never thought was happened..i was like omg i want it to happen everyday :P After school we went to library play taboo & cluedo until 3plus&homesweethome....

Stop pushing over my limits!

2010-04-05T21:00:00.005+08:00

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Saturday:
Went to compasspoint to have dinner at ''soup restaurant''.
Back home around 11plus
Then webcam/play viwawa Big 2.5 & msn game with Terry
until 5plus in the morning, i know it sound insane LOL
Damn shag play until almost fall aslp
so long never play & webcam until so late already
Sunday:
Quarrel with TYS coz she keep asking why i so angry because of the joke
Fuck lah i of course angry because the joke is about that person
you can joke with me but not about that person
i really don't find it funny
seriously i might turn against you if you go overboard
Monday:
Nothing to do at home.woke up around 2pm & on9 until now..
maybe go serangoon tomorrow
coz mum want to trade 6 baby dwarf hamster to 1 syrian hamster again

damn it!

2010-03-20T00:10:00.003+08:00

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Stupid Terry say anytime can meet end up his bro said that he only come bck after 2 wk :(
After 2 wk also don't know whether free or not coz gonna start sch...
sigh need to wait for him again!!
Anyway just now went to Serangoon PetShop & trade 10 dawrf hamster to 1 female syrian hamster..
So now Candy Floss got wife alrdy he will not be lonely anymre hahaz :P
Shall post some of their photo next time...
bye~pepo tym to slp

He's bck again

2010-03-14T18:20:00.002+08:00

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I'm so glad that my dear friend Terry was bck from BH!
He asked me & TYS whether want to go lan shop with him just now
but too bad me & TYS cannot go out,
so we decided to meet him next week.
Can't wait to see him.
We never meet each other since 2 years ago.
Now then I realise that 2 years past so fast
Haiz but i still got so much things haven't done yet..

you are my only one

2010-03-14T00:08:00.003+08:00

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I hope you can stay by my side forever
I promise i will be ur good girl forever
My heart will forever belong to you
No one can have my heart but only you

SO TRUE

2010-03-13T16:52:00.002+08:00

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GUY FACTS:

When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
he's listening to you

When a guy is not arguing
he realizes he's wrong

When a guy says,"i'm fine,"after a few minutes,
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world

When you're laying your head on a guy's chest
he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday
he is in love

When a (good) guy says he loves you
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you
he's with you till your done

When a guy says,"I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

GIRL FACTS:

When a girl is quiet
millions of things ar running through her mind

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply

when a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around

When a girl answers,"i'm fine,"
she is not at all fine

When a girl stares at you,
she is windering why you are so wonderful

When a girl lies on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers

When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention

When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered

When a girl says "I'll love you forever,"
she means it

When a girl saysthat she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future

When a girl says "I miss you,"
no one else in the world can miss you more than that

new sch :)

2010-03-04T17:22:00.001+08:00

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Ystd went to Simei ITE for the sch fee payment & buying the sch uniform..

saw Andy Chong & CF & some other familiar faces.Actually wanted to buy the bk for my course, but the ppl there said that need to order from teacher when sch reopen.Sch gonna start on 12 april & gonna have orentation for the first day.Oh gosh.. sound like last time when we just a new comer of sec sch & making new friend in the first day of sec sch life.Lucky my BFF Gladys also same sch as me, wow 8 yrs of friendship & last time we use to be classmate in primary sch & now same sch again...will meet Gladys at the sch gate on the first day..weee Gladys I'm so happy ''我们又重逢了''

mii & gladys :P

DamN sHaG!

2010-01-15T15:00:00.007+08:00

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haiz..I'm goin to study in ITE soon...
No poly life but ITE
going to wear school uniform again
Damn shag & emo lah.. thought i can get into poly & get into the course i want
but end up this way
I'm going to retake my O's again
Gonna strive hard
& maybe ITE also can learn new thing rite
maybe it's not most of the ppl think, which is ''bad''
bye~Gonna re-study everything again for my O's this year
I know it sound funny, but I'm serious!!

是你让我有勇气活下去
你是我活下去的原因。。。

不要

2010-01-05T17:27:00.003+08:00

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不要劝我放弃你
因为我不知道该怎么放弃
不要问我到底喜欢你哪里
因为我只会一直这样喜欢下去。。。

2009/2010

2010-01-01T03:29:00.004+08:00

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Happy New Year!!!
Let's welcome 2010
& GoodBye 2009...
I forever will not forget this fucking year which cause my life in a mess & it was a year that i cry most for my love, friend & study. However i had learnt many thing from all those obstacle that i had face this year...
I had learn to treasure people & things that i have now & i had also realise that once they are gone,they are gone, nor matter how hard you tried they will never be yours again...
& now i'm missing those days which you always keep asking me to slp when i stay up late at night & you will not slp until i gone to bed...
& until now i still hesitate whether keep or delete those inbox msg that you used to send me...
nor matter wat happen i will still wait for you to be mine again
i love you with my wholeheart

依依不舍舍不得地球上最浪漫的一首歌
我怕太超现实的快乐只是你借给我的
紧紧抱着拥抱着地球上最浪漫的一首歌
我的灵魂二十一公克因为你而完整了完美了

I don't want turn out this way

2009-12-24T19:47:00.001+08:00

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Prik Thai - Mai Mai Kor Ruk

傻瓜

2009-12-21T19:14:00.003+08:00

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等待。。是我为你付出的代价
为了你我愿意当一辈子的傻瓜。。

i want u bck

2009-12-03T17:41:00.004+08:00

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I promise myself from now on I won't be a cry baby anymore...
I don't want to lose you niether nor my bestfriend
I won't make you all disappointed
both of you are important in my life I can't afford to lose both of you..
I will win back your heart in this 2 weeks time & the feelings that you use to have on me..
Last time you jio me now let me jio you back I know it sound stupid but I'm serious this time i willing to sacrific anything and take any chance & risk just to win you back
Those memory we use to have & every first time you give me,
i will not forget.. now & forever
you are the first guy who let me know what is love & now let me show you how much i love you in this 2 weeks

2009-12-02T23:37:00.004+08:00

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Why i always make you unhappy
Am i useless or what
Why always end up tis way
i luv u
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WEE KUAN CHUNG
PLZ DUN LEAVE ME!!!

<3

2009-12-01T15:26:00.006+08:00

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What if i never turn up tomorrow?
or forever?
Will you still wait for me?
Will you still miss me?
Will you still love me?
Will i have the chance to know your answer?

will you still love me tomorrow??

2009-12-01T01:16:00.006+08:00

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hot & cold hot & cold hot & cold hot & cold
hot & cold hot & cold hot & cold hot & cold
hot & cold hot & cold hot & cold hot & cold
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hot & cold hot & cold hot & cold hot & cold
hot & cold hot & cold hot & cold hot & cold
hot & cold hot & cold hot & cold hot & cold

But I just want to say...
I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU
I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU
I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU
I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU
I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU
I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU I LUV YOU

Loved you yesterday, love you still; always have, always will.

21-12-2012

2009-11-29T04:03:00.005+08:00

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Sorry gals... actually was meeting u all for cycling
but in the end cancel the meeting & panseh u all
& went to watch ''2012'' in Century Square wif family.
''2012'' is a nice & touching show
THUMBS UP! ! :D

all right gals I'll catch up with u all real soon..
mizz u gals..xoxo

Hmm.. dunno What happened this few days like no appetite
feel like vomiting when chewing watever food inside my mouth
(Ahem* but i'm not pregnant horr! don't anyhow think coz i nw ''lai ang'' wink ><)
Other than that, this few days i sleep early than usual..hmm maybe is because this few day never talk much with darling.. haiz without him life is boring..

To faithful frenz of ms TYS :heard dat ur sentence extent frm ur ms TYS..haiz told u many time alrdy, muz guaii guaii inside but u dun care & ur attitude still the same..ur ms TYS will very sad de leh..wahlau u faster come out leh ur TYS keep complaining about u to me whenever she got the news frm ur bro...hope ur sentence will not extent bah & faster come out..we mizz u & ur TYS show, so long nv see u two fight over small matter alrdy..hahaz (too bad u can't c this msg)

To my Dearest Darling:I just want u to be happy ,sorry if i make u think that i'm irritating

2009-11-12T22:25:00.006+08:00

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Todays lots of thing to blog about...
this yr birthday is AWESOME!!
Many funny incident & surprised happening today
first is about yanshan,second is rebec then me.
Just now went to cycle with yanshan & rebec in the afternoon at pasir ris park...
before we went to cycle, rebec & i asked yanshan when want to buy a new shoe
then she said she don't think she will buy a new shoe coz she was comfortable with the sandals she wearing now.
Can't believe that so suay..when cycling less then 5min yanshan sandals spoilt..rebec & i laugh like hell..Damn hilarious man.. said don't want to buy new shoe then in the end spoilt...hahaz
no choice so she cycle in barefoot with us to DowntownEast to buy a new sandals...
After buying her sandals, when we was about to cycle back to PasirRis Park,another funny incident happened,the gear of rebec bike was stuck. when yanshan was trying to fix the bike,i asked them why not we ask ppl for help, then less than 2 second a angmo came & helped..lolz we laugh like mad, coz things i said will happen..
It was raining when we cycle back to the park, so we decided to slack under the shelter.
we took lots of photo under the shelter & in Whitesand..but most probably will upload tmr coz all the photo is with rebec..
Next about 7plus while waiting for the bus bck hm, i suddenly want to pee, wtf loh want to go toilet then the bus arrived..but i hack care just get on the bus & alight at RM to find toilet pee..
then i from RM rush home.
& darling gave me a surprised.. his frenz add me in msn asked me to on my phn coz darling was looking for me & was at my doorsteps .That time my hp no batt so darling asked his frenz to contact me.lolx darling so sweet he brought a cake for me then we eat at the staircase..

HAHAZ THANKS DARLING FOR THE SURPRISED & THANKS U GUYS FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES & GIFT...

random <3

2009-11-09T21:43:00.005+08:00

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last paper to go....
strive hard!!
Jiayou!!
&　２　ｍｒｅ　ｄａｙ　ｉｚ　ｍｙ　ｂｉｒｔｈｄａｙ．．

wanchu~ wanchu~ korean song

2009-11-08T18:39:00.001+08:00

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下一站, 幸福

2009-11-03T01:53:00.014+08:00

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blahblahblah
nw is 6:45am
i haven't slp yet since last nitez 11:30pm
was surfing the net
then found this Romantic TW drama

"下一站, 幸福" （Autumn's Concerto）
tis show is currently airing in TW....
& OMG Vanness Wu in this show too..
he so shuaii man...
but too bad.. i probably can watch this drama after O lvl

click here for mre detail

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SNSD VS F(X) Chocolate Love MV

2009-10-19T19:10:00.003+08:00

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2009-10-17T19:10:00.002+08:00

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yay! left 5 mre day to practical exam
& left 4 mre day to 3rd mth anniversary of mii & darling
but too bad nid to postpone the celebration due to o lvl examination...
hmm..but right aftr o lvl last paper will be my birthday
hope that i will passed my o lvl with good result lyk hw it happened last yr
getting back my N lvl result with surprised...

ystd went to popular to buy math TYS coz dunnoe which idiot steal it
other than that i had also bought Chem & Geo guidebk which i find it quite useful

Area that i need to improve on in certain topic for
'Geo'
River:
-Formation of gorge
-Formation of waterfall
-Channelisation
Coast:
-Spit & tombolo
Food production:
Irrigation
Blue Revolution

Area that i need to improve on in certain topic for
'SS'
Venice:
-Fall of Venice
Globalisation & Bonding S'pore

Area that i need to improve on in certain topic for
'Chem'
almst all ><

chaoz....
bck to study....

HAPPY 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY

2009-09-21T14:17:00.004+08:00

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today woke up by darling called
i was so sleepy so he ask me go bck to slp
but after his call i went to take a shower
coz it is impossible for me to slp again when i was awaked
wtf then i found out that someone read the letter that i going to post
knn i put the letter under the book don't know which idiot put on the table
isn't want me to know that you had read the letter you this idiot...
my whole family stil haven wake up yet..
later when they wake up i wil ask which idiot read the letter

ANYWAY
HAPPY 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY !!!
DARLING I LOVE EUU FOREVER
YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE FOR ME
NO ONE CAN REPLACE EUU
I WIL STAY BY YOUR SIDE NOW & FOREVER...

CONTINUE BLOGGIN...

haiz so sad nv meet him
thought dat whn my parent go out then darling can come
but in the end they decide not to go out
only my mum go out buy dinner for us
DAMN IT LOH
ruin my 2nd mth...
wuwuwu so disappointed...

blah blah blah

2009-09-09T21:14:00.005+08:00

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today woke up at 1pm
on9 in FB & chattin wif darling..
hahaz suddenly so many ppl chattin wif mi in FFS
chat until 5plus den play fish a fish
my value still haven increase yet
haiz..stil waitin for new buyer...
omg darling so fast lvl 8 in fish a fish
he took only 1 day to lvl up
i stil at lvl 6 loh
although i started playing since few mth ago..(sigh)T_T

wtf.. nw den i noe i got 405 song in my MP4??
nor wonder so fast low batt
jus nw i had deleted all the song &
re transfer song frm my com to my MP4
hahaz.. & darling juz nw send mii 1 song
he say dat the song lyk describin us
hmm quite true..
bleah dun tell euu guys wat song is it..
go & guess urself
heehee

2009-08-30T23:44:00.003+08:00

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Finally change blogskin

RILAKKUMA!!!

heehee Kawaii neh

muack!! luv it so much

omg i had spend 3hr searchin for blogskin

& i had forget abt my geo test

LOLz...

so sad dat i had lost my math file..

hope dat aniione hu found my file can return bck to mii

otherwise i goin to diie soon

coz prelim iz comiin

nxxt is O's lvl!!!

sianz loh tmr bck to sch again

but lucky got smile camp

hope that tmr trainer's is

Danny & Melvin

mizz them so much ...

i luv my darling

2009-08-25T21:35:00.001+08:00

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TARGET:
{O LVL}
eng:B4
math:C5
combine sci:B4
combine humanity:B3
F&N:A2
mt:B3

Chpt dat i wil study
(ss)
bk3 chpt 2,3,5
bk4 chpt 3

(geo)
River & Coast
Food production

(math)
At least complete 1/2 of TYS

(Facebook)
Bck in Pet society
wan lvl up! up! up!
Brand new furniture/accessories/clothes

Mafia War
stop at lvl 100...

2009-06-27T00:20:00.003+08:00

Heart . Mind . Soul

After attending Adam khoo's wrkshop i had realise that during the past few years i had take things for granted...Melvin was right why should we always complaining about things and people around us and see them as a problem in our life...
while complaining ,do we spare a thought on others??
Do we see our own problem before blaming on others??
Do we know that how fortunate we are ,born healthly compared to people who born handicapped??
The answer is NO!!...most of us did not do so!
Hey People why not we change our mindset and attitude,
in order to succeed we should take 100% responsiblity...
It is not what happens to us in life,but rather what we choose to do about what happens that determines our destiny.....

2009-06-23T14:22:00.006+08:00

Heart . Mind . Soul

sianz...sianz...sianz
everyday rot at hm aftr sch
want to go out but no money
coz i almst spent all my money durin the last few wk
& 1mth had past i still haven't reply Terry letter yet
gosh i think he getting frustrated in Boy's Home alrdy
when euu cum out sia alrdy mre den 6 mth liao
i wonder are you still that mischievous Terry or had turn into a bookworm.... :P

PaRTy WoRLd

2009-06-06T00:28:00.007+08:00

Heart . Mind . Soul

weeeee...... Bck home!!!

LoLS today so HiGH!!!

Outing with Rebec,Shiyao,YanShan,Brand & ABraham..

we went to PARTY WORLD early in the morning at abt 11am,

i bet we are their first customer,cos when we enter it seem to be nobody inside.

we sing until 3.30pm then have our lunch at mac..After that shiyao & Abraham go home first & left Rebec,Brand,Yanshan & i...Thus we train down to Bugis window shopping & Take neoprint.

About 8 plus we went to 'QIJI' to have dinner & laugh until like crazy as that yanshan keep making us laugh with her funny language & action...

Soon after dinner we train back home

Then inside the train i & Brand still laughing non-stop

because we saw an old lady hugging a barney soft toy dozing off in the train...

Another hilarious thing i want to mention about is while Rebec, Brand & I was talking & giggling away about someone we met, suddenly Brand slide & almost fall down.. lols we really laugh our head off

i still remember the scene that how he almost fall,dotx it so dramatic...

Brandon next time must be careful when you talk i think just now before you almost fall 你说错话了....

last photo taken by Yanshan our professor camera man

more photo in my facebook profile...